为爱情加油💪🏻

射手座♐️好准哦，哈哈哈我觉得我真的一旦喜欢上了他，我会改变自己的习惯来配合他。希望他快乐开心，我也开心。但他会觉得我没有主见吗？😢

我也有我喜欢和不喜欢的食物。但是我觉得两个人在一起最重要的是开心，哈哈哈我什么都可以吃。😘

想他了🥰他们都说认真的男生很可爱，他真的好可爱每天听他说工作的事情好想帮他出气。你们不要欺负我的猪猪🐷了，哈哈哈！我喜欢猪猪抱我的时候，好好抱啊。我们肉肉的。他一直叫我去拿advanced diving cert.. 看来他是希望我配他一起去diving。我的thyroid一稳定，哈哈我就去考驾照吧。和他一起吹泡泡应该很浪漫🌹。猪猪等等我哦！

他点亮了我的黑夜

幸亏我没错过他反而更想他了。

单身好久的我突然间就觉得自己真的好幸福喔！每天的❤️情是愉快的就连走起路来都差点飞起来了。

他好可爱呀，整天都拍我们的合照。爱死你了！

爸妈还不知道，不知道要如何提起啊。

他的手看起来很大很温暖可是却怕冷。 哈哈哈

Miss or Miss

miss有两个意思，一个是思念一个是错过，我常常在想是不是我太思念你了反而错过了你.

送上一大杯温暖的他

前几天聊天时就有提到泡泡茶，他也喜欢喝！他说要买了请我喝，我当然说不用，开玩笑的。那里好意思麻烦他。

今天午餐时间就在电话上闲聊，我又提到泡泡茶。没想到他竟然真的买了一大杯的Koi送上门。吓死我了，坦白说还真的被他感动到了。我看起来一定很丑，没化妆，又紧张到胡言乱语。天啊杀了我吧…希望他不觉得我奇怪，好久没人心疼我了，好久没有人会为我送上一份温暖的祝福。以前的男生刚刚开始都没那么surprise过我，我想我已经开始慢慢喜欢你。还是希望我们从朋友认识吧。希望我的thyroid快快好起来吧。

好期待下个礼拜的ubin  cycling。我相信去了ubin就因该知道你是不是一位可以交的好朋友。🥰

坦白说他买的泡泡茶特别好喝！哈哈哈因为他叫了50%糖，哈哈没有喝过50%sugar的Koi，原来是那么好喝。他买的特别好喝😘。

我发现我其实还满挑的

渐渐，我发现我不怎么喜欢比我更爱讲话的男生。message还好，但我发现见了面如果那男生的话说不停我会忽然放空。我好坏啊。

也发现不知道🤷‍♀️为什么自己总是会被坏坏的男生吸引，你说我是不是犯贱？ 感觉他因该有好多朋友，而为何找你吃饭？ 不仅被他的声音和酒窝吸引，又能下厨，又会干活，是个潜水爱好者，喜欢运动尤其是关于水的运动，也意外发现他也喜欢pug，喜欢动物。我的天啊！但我为什么还是不敢坦诚相待与面对这样的他呢？ 我好怕受伤🤕️啊，年轻时好勇敢的尝试恋爱。但偏偏这时的我有太多顾虑，好想从朋友开始但也发现他因该不缺像我这样的丫头。哈哈哈，为什么爱情离我好远啊，我已摊开胸怀但是还是好远啊。我要努力💪再努力🥰

宝宝生病了

整天只想着要瘦下来，五月时突然发现已经瘦了5公斤。

却发现自己的身体出了毛病。

当Dr说可能是thyroid的时候，我不知该松一口气还是更加担心。

The blood result came out pretty scary - For someone who doesn't know much about medical report, i thought i was dying. Doc say i need to take the thyroid medication soon and i don't think i can function properly with my heart going so fast everyday. I was really toopid enough to thought that my stamina drop during that month i run and do HIIT with my heart beating really fast and around 25-30mins later during the exercise my will have bad stomachache. I told this to my doc, she smiled and say the heart is pumping too much blood and fast. Your stomach couldn't take it that's why it is aching. Oh man, i shouldn't have exercise if i know my heart is in a bad shape. :( It like forcing it to go harder and faster... 

The previous medicine that they gave me to slow down my heartbeat had a serious side effect. I woke up in the morning, my whole world is spinning upside down. I couldn't sleep and had to get out of bed. Rested on the chair and had the nausea feeling. Since young i don't know when when i'm sick when my mum ask how's my fever. I will immediately cried and vomit at the same time. LOL. So when my mum came back from market and ask if i'm feeling okay to eat my breakfast, i dashed out of my room and vomited out water and yellow bile fluid. My mom was worried, in the afternoon i got a little better and ate my porridge and i continue to take the medicine. Next day, same thing happened. I was a little scared, wondering what was wrong with my body. I called the clinic, they told me to continue the medicine and schedule me to see the doc tomorrow. I wanted to take the pill but luckily i was feeling nausea and vomited the medicine and the bread my mum feed me in the morning. This was the first time i felt so sick and told myself not to take the pill anymore. Since my body already say no. That night i couldn't really sleep that night, keep feeling and hearing my own heart beat fast and loud.

Next day, my head wasn't spinning anymore and didn't vomit at all. I went to the clinic and told the doctor. They show me my thyroid report and told i need to take another blood test in case my immune system is killing my white blood cell. *cry* i thought thyroid was no big deal and i can exercise and run in no time. unfortunately, my body kind of rejecting the thyroid medication (i was feeling dizziness again the second day i took the medication). So the clinic told me that my blood test is back and i should head down to the hospital to get an ultra sound of my throat.

I cancelled all my meeting for the day and head down immediately to A&E. well, due to all the procedure at the A&E. The doctor checked my blood pressure, heart rate everything was normal. He couldn't explain the dizziness. He took my blood again!! That's my 3rd time *cry* The blood result came back makes me feel a little better after all the bad news. He said that the medication that i took is working, perhaps i m dehydrated or body can't get used to the medication. He is actually very nice and i think young too. haha! he told me to observed for a few day if it happens again then come back to see him again. Well lucky today i didn't feel dizziness in the morning, i took his advice i drank lots of water. I think i m going to become a camel. He ask if i want to go to a specialist and find out more about my type of thyroid, why not?

I hope i will be fine and soon be able to run and jump. 😘 take care bao bao. :)

又下雨了

刚才不小心睡着了，现在三更半夜的睡不着怎么办？

今晚的雨好温柔呀，没有打雷闪电，希望听了能入眠。

最近脑海里都出现好多过去的事情，人越长大就越容易想起以前的事吗？

感叹时光慢慢的流逝😪我也不是从前的我了，哈哈哈肥了！

下雨了

今天晚上下起绵绵细雨，让人的心情平静了许多。
记得以前camping时不喜欢下雨，怕被雷劈，怕袜子🧦湿了脚臭臭。
怕鞋子踩进泥巴里。还记得有一次在ubin camping的时候。
下了好大的雨，打雷闪电，风也好大。几乎快要把我们的tent吹飞了。就在noordin beach，还记得那晚大家跑进了厕所避雨，we had to abandon our tent as its too dangerous when lighting strike. 大家那晚都没什么睡，哈哈😄隔天大家变🐼。
哈哈现在好想恋露营的感觉，希望回到学生时期无忧无虑的日子。
我还能回到过去吗？🤓

平常心

最近认识了一位天平座的朋友，想了想我和天平座都好有缘哦。YH，XH，SF，KL，YJ 我的人生中竟然有这么多要好的天平朋友。也有可能是因为大家的爸妈都是到了年底怀孕🤰的。哈哈哈哈😂

这位朋友眼睛小小的，有dimple，黑黑的，也是户外运动爱好者。哈哈他以前也是童子军的。好巧！但是他有一点小难懂。他不像其他男孩会问我问题。和他聊天，有时让人觉得他有滴忽冷忽热，但有时他的热情却让我不知所措，心跳加速。但是还是对自己说不要想太多，凭着感觉走。希望我们能从朋友做起吧，好好的认识对方。😊

不知为何，他好像没那么在乎我们之间的谈话。好奇怪的是，和他见面他那么能聊健谈。反而在电话上他不怎么想聊了。我也好难聊哦😯。哈哈😄

survivor season 40

winners at war!! oh man they bring back all their loved ones in season 10.. i was in tears...

so touched and happy for them..awwwww

This time round everyone is going back camp with their loved ones!!! No challenge!

And Pavarti, she's so selfless in exile island, she's gonna buy food to feed all of them using the 4 fire tokens.

我说嘛人就是犯贱

男生太主动、我怕。怕他对每个女生都这样，有点点不靠谱。
男生不主动，我就觉的他因该就是不喜欢我。
我好奇怪呀！难怪没人心疼我🥺哈哈哈哈

Last dance

最近因为Someday Or One Day (想见你)而红遍大江南北的歌

我的耳朵👂🏼好痒呀、这歌百听不厌，总觉的可能听久了就会穿越到我年轻时。感叹我们的人生就只有那次机会，错过了就是错过了。🥺 徐佳莹的唱法非常好听，听了好难过😫

LAST DANCE

作词：伍佰

作曲：伍佰

所以暂时将妳眼睛闭了起来

黑暗之中漂浮我的期待

平静脸孔映着缤纷色彩

让人好不疼爱

妳可以随着我的步伐轻轻柔柔的踩

将美丽的回忆慢慢重来

突然之间浪漫无法释怀

明天我要离开

妳给的爱 无助的等待

是否我一个人走 想听见妳的挽留

春风秋雨飘飘落落只为寂寞

妳给的爱 甜美的伤害

深深的锁住了我 隐藏不住的脆弱

泛滥河水将我冲向妳的心头 不停流

所以暂时将妳眼睛闭了起来

可以慢慢滑进我的心怀

舞池中的人群渐渐散开

应该就是现在

妳给的爱 无助的等待

是否我一个人走 想听见妳的挽留

春风秋雨飘飘落落只为寂寞

妳给的爱 甜美的伤害

想问问妳的心中 不愿面对的不懂

明天之后不知道面前的妳是否依然爱我

不知道～

coronavirus - covid-19的时代

我都已经忘了自己如何度过sars in 2003的。

我总觉得这个virus好像是要把全世界的小孩与老人杀光。只有强者才能得到重生的机会。
因该是他们不知道🤷🏻‍♀️如何应付aging population而释放出来的吧。
幸亏我们从美国回来的早不然就惨了。现在美国的病情越来越严重了…
haiz.. 新加坡也开始有了更严谨的措施接下来这个月希望能够安全的渡过难关。

加油💪🏻吧新加坡🇸🇬

这时候才发现世上没有超人没有蝙蝠侠没有钢铁侠来拯救世界！😫

妈呀有🐍咬我

There's was a night in US, my dream was like inception. Dream inside of a dream.. haha..

I dreamt that a big fat snake bite my leg... and it wouldn't let go... i struggled for a bit and immediately grabbed the snake by the head and the lower jaw and use my strength to pull open its mouth and that help releasing my pig leg free. I stood up and looking frantically for help while holding onto the big fat snake, no one was around. So i mustered all my strength to pull the snake into 2 parts. That's when i woke up in horror and told my parents and my sibling what happened.. blah blah i got bitten by a snake and i killed it. The next moment i woke up in my hotel bed sleeping diagonally hahhaaa \ and realised that it was all a dream. That saturday i called home and asked my mama, why u bite me in my dream. hahaha all my mum can think of is to buy 4D. =..="

我的关怀方式

寂寞开在心事旁，随手种一些伤感，
不让星星来窥探，找个沉默的夜晚。

找个沉默的夜晚，不让星星来窥探，
随手种一些伤感，寂寞开在心事旁。

我的关怀方式是你无法察觉的悲凉，
只能在你不经意时才锁上我心房。
你往常的亲切友善是我今生的遗憾，
受伤后无悔的埋在不流露的脸上。

最近电视一直播着这首歌，打着感动人心真人真事的家庭教育的广告。

生活在八零年代的我当然对这首歌非常非常的熟悉。

这首歌陪伴我走过每个寂寞的夜晚，每当露营时🏕️都会想起吉他弹唱关怀方式。

这也是一部电视电影🎬七月俏佳人的主题曲。哇哈哈，好怀念阿！

我的阿公

那天我们送阿公时，本来很嗮的，但我们一踏出马路天空突然放晴。我走着想着不禁留下眼泪，心想应该是阿公不要我们太辛苦吧。谢谢你阿公！阿公你要安心的走好。。。我会想你的。

我的阿公九十岁了，去年年头他还是位很健朗的老人👴🏽。每天都会下楼买早餐，我有时都会碰到他。他虽然很喘但还是慢慢的走回家。我记得以前每楼还没有电梯时，他爬上三楼时好喘啊吓死宝宝我了。外公一向来沉默寡言，但是他的洁癖和脾气与我老妈一样。哈哈哈哈。 他七十岁时，以一个人的能力油漆玩了一整间五房式组屋。好厉害啊！时不时还爬高爬低擦神桌，新年时吊起红红的春联和红红的装饰。很让我佩服他。但是他也蛮可怜的，阿嬷和舅舅都不与他说话（这该死的心结，阿嬷因该比任何人更难过）。还好阿公的女儿和外孙都会每个礼拜去阿公阿嬷家聚一聚，阿公也不会那么寂寞了。以前妈妈和舅舅总会说阿公以前生气时总是爱打他们，可能以前的人都以为不打骂的话，孩子不会听话或懂事。妈妈和舅舅们以前在kampong的生活应该过的很困苦。可是阿公从没打骂过我，所以我都是对阿公彬彬有礼的。我只对爸妈发小🐷脾气呵呵。我也会对妈妈说要对阿公阿嬷好，要公平。我也后悔没有对阿公有多点的问候，多点的照顾，以为他的子女对他好就够了。但是现在才懂其实好像都不够，因为不是每个子女对他够好。要是我们身为孙女的也补上那一滴那该多好啊。

都说老人家不能跌倒，他就因为跌倒两次后生体就开始衰退了。瘦到不行，好可怜啊。看了都让人觉得心酸，过后gall bladder发炎因为上了年纪不能开刀就这样走了。

阿公这一世辛苦你了，你要走好，希望你在天堂保佑我们，不要再轮回受苦受难了。

我們把歲月拉長、將永遠括寫，但人生也不過是短短數十年 時光有限在所難免，努力讓笑多過於悲 不枉我們路過這趟匆匆人間。

2020的彬彬

Happy New Year 2020!! I can't believe that I'm in 2020, seems like millennium 2000 was just not long ago hahaha... i was then reading chicken soup, my teenage textbook and harry potter. Not forgetting my favourite manga/anime 小叮当, 海贼王, 橙路, 相聚一刻, 棋灵王，通灵王，柯南 还有好多好多... Dressed in Giordano, Bossini, 77th street and pasar malam characters clothing. After school love to hangout at Mcdonald.. usual gathering at Seoul garden, Swensen or Kopitiam.

It's scary how times flies, 一转眼我都长这么大了。Rovers也带出了我喜欢户外的另一面，而那时的我也没想到自己会在2011去尼泊尔的Everest Base Camp。我这也明白了世界真的好大好大，每个人每天都有不一样的事故或问题要面对。看到别的国家的人民与小孩每天的生活，一瞬间我的所有的问题变得好渺小。 我生活在一个小小岛上的小小鸟， 心想只要天天守护好身边的朋友，家人快快乐乐的生活就够了。人们虽说要知足常乐，但有时我还是会贪❤️。

2020还是希望家人平安，开开心心！哦yeah ✌️

我已剪断我的发

我已剪断我的发，剪断了牵挂…… 哈哈哈哈屁啦！
好难过，可恶！我的头发被剪了好短啊！！！ hairdresser 剪了还说好可爱！
拜托，我的天啊！我都一把年纪了，谁要看起来可爱🐶 我不是宠物leh
也因为这样突然想留长发了…… 我也已经好久没为任何人留过长发了。
以前总觉得男生喜欢长发的女生，电影里都是这样演的。尤其是刘德华的电影女主角都是长发飘飘的。好了....今年，我打算留长我的头发了！
彬彬加油💪

虎二 - 你一定要幸福

I keep humming this tune these days... lol.. especially when i'm walking home late at night.. :)

爱过你这件事

这首歌好难找啊，apple music 和 spotify 都没有... haizzzz

阿涵 - 过客

阿涵、Ayo97 - 感謝你曾來過『只有看著你的背影我才能說出心裡話。』【動態歌詞Lyrics】

好喜欢看爱情电影

好喜欢看爱情电影，它总有一些些让人感动的地方。
看了让人有了心动的感觉，特别的温暖与幸福😘

《怦然心动》Flipped
Some of us get dipped in flat, some in satin, some in gloss. But every once in a while you find someone who's iridescent, and when you do, nothing will ever compare. 有些人沦为平庸浅薄，金玉其外，而败絮其中。可不经意间，有一天你会遇到一个彩虹般绚丽的人，从此以后，其他人就不过是匆匆浮云。

可笑的我

我星期五lunchtime去了四马路观音庙，多年以来都是妈妈替我们求平安。我想这次就换我替爸妈求个平安吧。老爸六月时也因为肺积水住了一个礼拜医院🏥。

老妈上个礼拜吓死宝宝了，白血球数量一直往下掉，她人生第一次住院。*可怜* 那天我跑来跑去，Apple watch completed 4x activity rings!!! Hahha I tripled the ring before, last Saturday I first time quadrupled! 妈妈在医院，家真的很不一样。我那晚一人塔grab回家时刚好grab播着好难过的歌，我也不禁悲伤了😫起来。想到医生说妈妈干发炎、白血球数量太低但不是被伊蚊咬，今晚要一个人呆在医院我就好难过，我可怜的妈妈呀。爱哭的我眼泪💧也就掉了下来啦，感叹父母辛苦了大半辈子就累积了一身的腰酸背痛，希望病痛远离天下所有的父母亲。让他们能好好的grow old，满满享受黄金时代。

我呢最近很勤奋的跑步，运动，吃的健康点。早点睡觉，少点netflix，为了让自己变的健康一点，让我有能力照顾好爸妈到永远永远。

八零年代的我从小到大很少对父母说我爱你，也没有抱他们的习惯。越老越不好义思，但是他们因该能感受到我的那种默默爱在心里口难开的爱❤️吧

去观音庙就也想起三月有一位taxi driver对我说的那句话。他说小姐我看你的脸，你的样子很好命的！我说哪有，好命就结婚生子咯。他说他以前是买佛像的，略懂一二。他便传授给我去四马路庙的秘诀lol.. 他说如果你想要的话就去问一问姻缘。哈哈哈我生平第一次求姻缘签，一半也是爸妈对我的期望，我能希望早日找到自己的另一半。竟然是一支好签，好吧就希望我的黑马王子能够快快跑来我身旁。希望我们能相依为命、happily ever after。

路过人间

世上唯一不变 是人都善变
路过人间 爱都有期限
天可怜见 心碎在所难免

以为痛过几回 多了些修炼
路过人间 就懂得防卫
说来惭愧 人只要有机会 就又沦陷

你的酒館對我打了烊

最近好喜欢听陈雪凝的歌，首首钻进我肉肉的心。

綠色 --《說不痛苦那是假的，畢竟我的心也是肉做的》

你出現 就沉醉了時間
沒有酒 我像個荒誕的可憐人
可是你 卻不曾施捨二兩
你的酒館對我打了烊
子彈在我心頭上了膛
請告訴我今後怎麼扛
遍體鱗傷還笑著原諒
你的酒館對我打了烊
承諾是小孩子說的謊
請告訴我今後怎麼扛
你無關痛癢
我敬你 給我感動歡喜
為了你 殺光了世間的爛俗人
可是你 卻不曾施捨二兩
你的酒館對我打了烊
子彈在我心頭上了膛
請告訴我今後怎麼扛
遍體鱗傷還笑著原諒
你的酒館對我打了烊
承諾是小孩子說的謊
請告訴我今後怎麼扛
你無關痛癢


轉阿轉阿轉 沒能轉進你的心上
看啊看啊看 誰能再把自己點亮
你的酒館對我打了烊
子彈在我心頭上了膛
請告訴我今後怎麼扛
遍體鱗傷還笑著原諒
你的酒館對我打了烊
承諾是小孩子說的謊
請告訴我今後怎麼扛
你無關痛癢
請告訴我今後怎麼扛
你無關痛癢


哈哈哈…多么希望你的酒馆为我打了烊😭而不是对我。

感谢你曾经来过😊

算了吧，忘了吧…

就让我一个人吧… 是失望吗？不是吧，连刚开始的希望我都没有。
明天会更好★彡

我决定了。。。

我要瘦下来！！！
最近回顾以前的照片，虽然不是很瘦但是不会太恐怖。。。
现在的我像恐龙🦕sob sob...

*roarrrrr****

真的傻

我就是那个傻傻的射手女...

...只要那个男生一个笑容或一句话便足以让她开心一整天，同样的，他的一句话也足以让她消沉、哭泣，可是往往的，为了不让别人看穿自己的伤心，总是隐藏的，装作很快恢复过来，又笑嘻嘻的面对所有人了。

她们会对感情绝对的专一，她们会改变自己的生活习惯只为和你在一起。如果你有足够的魅力，来征服这些放荡不羁，崇尚自由射手座女生吧，让她们只为你改变，只为你专情，让她们拜倒在你的西服裤下。:)

她们是一个很会观察细节的人，要在一些小细节上慢慢给她感动，她就会慢慢喜欢上你。

慢慢喜欢你😚

Can’t help falling in love

I think i m probably the few who watched crazy rich asian and cried at the wedding scene. My tears just started rolling out uncontrollably when i heard “wise man say only fools rush in..” damn... the whole wedding scene was so serenely beautiful... “but i can’t help falling in love with you...”
When i was sobbing in tears, the flight captain decided to land in vietnam. :( so quickly that i didn’t managed to finish up the movie. It’s really a beautiful wedding scene makes me feel like I also wanna  出嫁了.

我与老妈的对话 💔

最近中了waiting poison

哈哈，最近看了醉玲珑发现了陈伟霆！我的天啊，他和谢霆锋一样帅！！
又一个有酒窝的男神，好可爱！ ❤️

咖啡遇见面包

其实对于它我还是有一点点害怕，陌生，不知所措。也发现自己其实和不认识的男生不擅长沟通，不太懂得聊天, 不知道要说什么。但却有一杯咖啡让我想起了MW，他的言谈举止有一点点像MW，有一点口花花 ——会说话，油嘴滑舌的，哎呀现在女生不都喜欢嘴甜的男么。有一点担心自己一但降低了防卫系统就会因此而受伤 🤕️但想想我的青春都过了哈哈还有什么好担心的。说好了放手一搏吧～

好的爱情，一定要慢慢等待吗？

最近我跨出了我人生一大门槛，下载了咖啡与面包🥯。
哈哈哈似乎不像以前的我，总是觉得总有一天白马王子会不知不觉慢慢的走到我的身边。
今年我踏出了第一步，悄悄的走向我的白马王子🤴🏻
希望我能抛开对着些dating/social app的傲慢与偏见，真正的认识那些与我一样志同道合的朋友。
加油💪🏻

爱火在燃烧～ 💕

最近看了香蜜沉沉烬如霜爱上了🔥神——邓伦。。。哈哈哈哈
被他的火神造型和笑容迷倒了～ 好痴❤️的火神

A moment of silence...

...for the family who just lost their son...

每当听到民防发出的坏消息就让我想起lionel那时候的事件。。。

如今回想起来还是非常痛心。除了痛心还是痛心！

如果海浪是大海每天的工作🌊

“如果海浪是大海每天的工作，🌊
我的工作就是想你。”

"파도가 바다의 일이라면,
너를 생각하는 것은 나의 일이었다."

Namja Chingu 男朋友

最近希望自己是宋慧乔 哈哈 🤣
看了以后决定去剪刘海，希望遇见Bubble Gum。🥰
Park Bogum 的角色好可爱，好温暖的阳光男孩。🙆🏻‍♂️🙆🏻‍♀️

 

我的天呐怎么能够那么帅

我的天啊， 谢霆锋怎么那么帅！
每一集的中国好声音我都很肤浅，我都在追👀他的帅，可是。。。
那天当他唱《光辉岁月》时，我的天啊！这首歌也太适合他唱了吧。
一把吉他在手，他一开口——“年月把拥有变做失去，疲倦的双眼带着期望”

我能感受到歌中的狂野，激情愤怒，当年的光辉岁月。我一瞬间被带到80-90年代Beyond时代，太好听了吧！这是会让人热血沸腾，热泪盈眶的一首歌。 我的天呐怎么能够那么炸！还有还有，他改编的贝加尔湖畔+Faded！首首动听与用心。非常非常好听❤️赞赞赞赞～

最近才发现原来光辉岁月是黄家驹为Nelson mandela 而写的，难怪每次都听起来非常累而悲伤。

california我又来咯

时间还真的真的过的很快。

这次已经是我8次回来加州了，好喜欢这里的广阔生活，四季的变化无常，一大片青青的草地，密密麻麻的树林，凉爽的风吹与刺眼的阳光，怎能不爱上她呢。

Everytime when I m about to fly back to Singapore, i missed california. And when I’m in california, i missed home. :) hahaha i guess you just can’t have the best of both. 

But love the lifestyle here in california. I can go canoing at lake tahoe, hiking at Yosemite, lazing around santa cruz. 

what’s wrong with secretary kim

😍最近被seojoon迷倒到不行！看完一部部他主演的电影和电视剧。天啊！他为什么那么kawaii!! 眼睛👀迷死人了！现在还在播的what’s wrong with secretary kim，他扮演的角色让我直流口水🤤😍😘

慢慢喜欢你

最近莫文蔚的这首歌让我想起几年前写下喜欢李大仁的爱情观—现代的男女缺少的慢慢喜欢你…

“喜欢上陈柏霖剧中的李大仁。。。

虽然李大仁对待爱情的个性不够坦白直率，但也让这重多年说不出的温柔和爱情加倍的让人疼惜爱惜。

现代的男女爱情也少了这种－慢慢爱。”

书里总爱写到喜出望外的傍晚
骑的单车还有他和她的对谈
女孩的白色衣裳男孩爱看她穿
好多桥段
好多都浪漫
好多人心酸
好聚好散
好多天都看不完

刚才吻了你一下你也喜欢对吗
不然怎么一直牵我的手不放

你说你好想带我回去你的家乡

绿瓦红砖
柳树和青苔
过去和现在
都一个样
你说你也会这样

慢慢喜欢你
慢慢的亲密
慢慢聊自己
慢慢和你走在一起
慢慢我想配合你
慢慢把我给你

慢慢喜欢你
慢慢的回忆
慢慢的陪你慢慢的老去
因为慢慢是个最好的原因

晚餐后的甜点就点你喜欢的吧
今晚就换你去床的右边睡吧
这次旅行我还想去上次的沙滩
球鞋手表袜子和衬衫都已经烫好
放行李箱早上等着你起床

慢慢喜欢你
慢慢的亲密

慢慢聊自己
慢慢和你走在一起
慢慢我想配合你
慢慢把我给你

慢慢喜欢你
慢慢的回忆
慢慢的陪你慢慢的老去
因为慢慢是个最好的原因

今天突然想念起Lionel哦

最近一连串的不幸车祸，突然让我想念Lionel了。今早在车上回想到十二年前的那天突然失去一位朋友的时候，突然难过了起来。多么希望这一切都是一场梦。

也觉得最近生活好无聊啊……平淡生活。

哈哈哈哈哈

不想再这么无聊下去了？！！？

我还在等什么🤔 #YOLO

first time see Jeff Probst so discomposure

heheee... evil me... Jeff got hit by waves while shouting "XXX wins immunity"

survivor 33

Red sky at night, sailor’s delight. Red sky in morning, sailor’s warning

世上只有妈妈好

真的不想听到这首歌。。。听到真的泪流不停。。。难过极了，直到现在心中莫名的悲伤。今天，天空好晒，好蓝，是个天气炎热的下午。我前天就和公司拿假去送小芳的妈妈最后一面。保佑auntie到天国另一边，开心笑着，保佑着小芳他们一家人。

从芳妈第一次进医院前前后后也有6-7年了。我中学时期就认识芳妈了，开始做工后才经常到她家打麻将，拿红包，吃东西，记忆中的芳妈妈很开朗很爱笑， 我也喜欢逗长辈笑，逗他们开心。 我也喜欢和芳妈妈闲聊就好像我妈，我妈她不骂人时也是很健谈。也因为麻将的关系，几乎每年都跟芳妈拜年，也不时到她们家打扰。一直到最近几年她需要特别的照顾而在疗养院我就越来越少去了。前年小芳妈妈因不小心撞到头，小芳没法和我到台湾骑脚车。过后芳妈就一直进出医院，当我去看望她时，总希望她能快快好起来。回想起来，有几次芳妈都很坚强的度过危险。但是这个星期三，她便离开了。当然不希望芳妈走，但如果这世间是片苦海，那么她是被上帝选中带走的。是去了一个更好，无忧无虑的地方了，脱离苦海。今天一整天的心情好沉重啊，看到他们三兄妹送走妈妈时，真的觉得老天弄人，我们人生为什么要有生老病死呢？为何人类就不能拥有永恒的生命力，永不老去。童话中的 "they live happily ever after" 是骗人的，现实是残酷的。今天回到家看到爸妈我好想告诉他们我很爱他们，请他们要健康，我根本无法想向没有他们在我身旁。在他们眼里我们永远长不大，在我们心里所有爸妈都是独一无二，一生辛劳只为了儿女，都是伟大的....


世上只有妈妈好 
有妈的孩子像个宝 
投进了妈妈的怀抱 
幸福享不了 

林俊杰《爱要怎么说出口》

好久没写 blog了。。。应为忙吗？ 不是。

因为生活平凡的很，没什么好写的 哈哈哈哈

最近有在看梦想的声音被JJ的首首情歌迷倒，爱要怎么说出口还有你是我的唯一。。。

13th horror scope

OPHIUCHUS – General qualities and traits

POSITIVE OPHIUCHUS TRAITS

• Happy and humorous.  Not many horoscope zodiac signs can claim that they have a generally positive attitude, and despite all of its contradictions, the Ophiuchus Zodiac Sign can be extremely happy and positive most of the time.  Not only that, but they also have a very humorous trait upon them that can be very infections, especially when you factor in their creativity and love for the intellect.  Because they are also easy to adapt, they can definitely get along with almost all personality groups with different traits and temperament, even if it will be short-lived because of their highly temperamental nature.

• Truthful and honest.  The sign of Libra will definitely feel right at home with this trait.  Basically speaking, Ophiuchus hates to waste time, and they have much less time to spare for creating lies to complicate matters for the world around them, especially if they know that it will have a negative effect on their lives.

• Intellectual and clever.  This is indeed a really rare thing, for a sign to be intellectual and creative at the same time.  But much like the other mutable signs, horoscope zodiac sign of Ophiuchus tends to put more priority on emotions and feelings rather that intellectual and mental priorities.

• Embraces change and hates routine.  Being dominated by water is a really good trait, especially since an individual with an Ophiuchus horoscope sign can use their ability to adapt to embrace change.  They hate being stagnant, and they love the challenge of new beginnings and challenges.  They are definitely on the lookout for something new and exciting, especially if it will bring about a complete change in their daily lives.

• Instinctive.  The one thing common about the signs of the horoscope which are dominated by their emotions and feelings is that they all are very instinctive and intuitive.  They follow their hearts, which at the end of the day may cause them to feel good about their decisions most of the time, no matter if it was wrong or right

• Charismatic.  They are indeed very charismatic, with the combination of intellect and wit, at the same time displaying character and creativity with the complete drive to be the best in everything that they do can completely be a factor that most individuals love to notice about them

• Creative and highly imaginative.  The Ophiuchus Zodiac Sign, much like Pisces, is known to be very creative and imaginative.  The main difference being that they tend to show off their creativity because they are highly competitive individuals

• Driven to succeed.  This is another contradictory trait, because the sign is known to have a complete passion for winning, and loves the attention that they get for it.  AT the same time, they hate the idea of routine well enough to make sure that they develop a skill to be able to succeed at a certain thing that they want to accomplish

• Loves to be on the top.  They love to be on the spotlight because they are on the top, not because of anything else.  They tend to try to be the best at what they can do so that they get a lot of praise and adulation

• Secretive.  Most emotionally driven individuals are very secretive, because they do not want to know what they are feeling at the moment.  They prioritize feelings and emotions, but hate sharing it with other people

NEGATIVE OPHIUCHUS TRAITS

• Does not respect monogamy.  This is probably where the horoscope will hit its really worst snag when it comes to relationships.  Not a lot of signs in the zodiac will be happy about this fact, especially since half of the horoscopes are very jealous and possessive.  It might be important to note that indeed, monogamy is an entirely modern construct that only gained popularity to prevent us from running around without any sense of commitment, but that doesn’t excuse the Ophiuchus, especially given the next point.

• Jealous.  Even though they hate being monogamous, they can be a complete contradiction because they are very jealous.  This is probably due to the fact that they can feel what it is like to be cheated upon, so they easily feel jealous about certain things.  The phrase: “practice what you preach” comes into mind here, and this proves the previous point that the new horoscope sign is indeed full of contradicting traits and qualities.

• Judgmental.  They can be highly judgmental, especially if an individual of thing rubs them the wrong way.  They base their opinions of an individual or thing upon what they can actually see in the physical sense, and generally how it makes them feel.  First impression definitely last when it comes to an Ophiuchus

• Irresponsible.  The Ophiuchus Zodiac Sign is known to be a very imaginative and creative sign, which also means that they can be extremely irresponsible when it comes to certain areas in life.  Most individuals who mostly use their imaginations usually love creating their own little worlds without respect to what is happening around them.

• Restless.  Much like the other intellectual signs of the horoscope, an Ophiuchus can be very restless and cannot stay at a certain point for too long.  Water should always be in motion, lest it runs the risk of being stagnant.  The sign follows the exact same principle.

• Procrastinator.  This is another trait that is common to most creative and imaginative individuals.  They love daydreaming, but they hate putting things in action, which is why most of their creative ideas sit in the back burner and never see the light of day.

• Temperamental.  The Ophiuchus Zodiac Sign is known to have epic temper-tantrums that only last for a short period of time.  Because they tend to be emotional and at the same time intellectual, they tend to lose it more often than not if anything rubs them the wrong way.  Surprisingly, after their temper has subsided, they seem to be okay and are generally back to their old happy and joyful self.

• Only keeps what they need.  This might be considered a good thing, but the wrong idea that they have is that they only keep everything that might be useful to them, even their friends and acquaintances.  This can generally be viewed as being “user-friendly” in that they only value relationships if they can get something out of it.  This completely alienated the value of friendship to some individuals, especially those looking for long-term relationships.

Generally speaking, the Ophiuchus Zodiac Sign can be certainly contradicting at best.  Some of their positive traits fall into the negative qualities of the horoscope, while some of the negative qualities deeply mirror the positive side of the zodiac signs.  It is indeed rare to have one sign completely be classified as a middle grounded sign, but the general qualities of the Ophiuchus sign sway towards the Water dominated signs of the horoscope.

我的小朋友-小红

哈哈哈哈……应该从哪天说起呢？美国吗？ 最近我总是喜欢故意作弄小红，她很好笑。非常非常的好笑，世上恐怕再也不会有出现像她这样可爱的人了吧。我很对不起她，因为认识了我她吃东西和走路都很困难。常常吃饭时，她会笑到哽到，有几次我还真的吓到。我做什么动作说什么话她都会笑到不行。我几个月前在公司没有认识几个人，吃饭时总有点小寂寞。她和我在美国认识的朋友真的让我在工作的地方没有那么难过了。可是有一点我很不明白，她有时突然会很认真的叫我不要太认识她，叫我离她远一点，她说她习惯一个人。奇怪咯，世上哪里有人习惯一个人呢？哈哈哈 我也很习惯和喜欢自己一个人的时间，但是总有一些时间是要和人类相处的吧。她是个很诚实的小朋友，很幸运遇到她，希望她会给友情多一点信心。我想人们对友情应该没什么要求的，只要在一起时是开心的，那最重要！

形容我的新朋友：
头发长度和我差不多，快要比我长了。
头发盖👀，带眼镜，笑容灿烂夺目…
喜欢黑白蓝灰，这几宗颜色的衣服。偶尔baby pink~
不吃红肉，不爱吃青菜，爱喝鸡汤。
喜欢哈哈大笑，肢体动作很大。
时不时比中指，工作大多时间脸严肃。
会不让我跟着她，反来跟着我。
为了给自己理由不去吃午餐，会一直问哪里有人每天吃午餐的？
虽然我们都懂是个很笨的问题。哈哈哈哈
她自己也不怎么高，可是却一直说我less tall.
她是个很有趣的小朋友！

加油哦！

最近有股淡淡的冲动…

好想再一次回到尼泊尔啊。
哈哈哈 我相信我会，但几时呢？

工作不到半年的我又开始觉得日子无聊了。
每天做同样的事情看着同样的画面，快要把我这个射手座给活活闷死了。

我说猪啊你是不是犯贱！以前作工到三更半夜，赶动画赶广告忙的要死时却一直想过一过正常的日子。现在就叫闷！哈哈辛亏我有一群搞笑的同事，才让我的日子增添了几分色彩。

说到他们小红和我最搞笑了。本来都觉的我讲的都不好笑，可是当我转身发现她在一旁捧腹大笑时。我也不禁哈哈哈大笑了起来。小红的人太好了太捧场了，笑点很乱，有几次让我觉得我可能真的有搞笑的天赋呢。她这几天都在说认识我让她很后悔当初那句超无厘头的“周星驰”。哈哈哈也是那句话然我脑袋空白了一秒, 然后我就认知她和我一样频率也是个疯子。