本来我很喜欢Friday

完蛋了，我越来越不喜欢星期五了。。。😔 他工作那么忙，还赶来赶去，其实如果不去骑我也能明白的。我真的很欠扁，他那么用心良苦，我总是想太多。。。

我害怕我会越来越不喜欢骑脚车，越来越不喜欢星期五了😔 。他还说我可以和我朋友一起骑脚车 😑  那还不如叫我星期五自己出去别烦他，他说他们都问为什么binbin没有来，我想他应该是说说的好让我好过。我也不想为了这事情而开始让我们的心中有那无形的刺。哈哈，应该说是我心底。😂

今天骑脚车时，不知道为什么总觉的他很赶时间。因为时间晚了吗？因为我骑的太慢？因为工作？他的举动与步伐都是那么表露出来，难道是我笨吗？

不知道为什么，我心情十分复杂。他让我欢喜让我忧。

❤️

💙💚💛💜🧡🤎🤍🖤

因为爱情❤

因为心情低落，妈妈竟然安慰我！哈哈～还不知道我妈还有这一面，害我感动又难过起来为什么要让她担心。晚上跑步🏃‍♀️时想着想着边跑边哭😭我是个没用的爱哭鬼！

妈妈为了安慰我把她心里话说出来了。“我女儿哪里不好啊，很好啊，会做家务，又乖又孝顺，还会每个月赚钱给我们”。哈哈我听了笑了起来～妈妈从来很少会这样，大多数骂我都来不及，看来她感受到我的难过。

我没事了吧，凡事看开一点吧。😅 

我想作为女生，我们倾向于记住男生所说的每件事。当他描述着我们的未来，我都是充满兴奋，开心期待着。当男生一但忘了，女生就会因此而感到难过。 所以啦， 重要的是在这些事情发生之前不要感到兴奋，而有所保留。

但以我的个性，我看好难哦！我还是会选择相信着，因为爱情嘛。❤ Because of love

And，他是我想守护的人🤓

宝宝生病了

整天只想着要瘦下来，五月时突然发现已经瘦了5公斤。

却发现自己的身体出了毛病。

当Dr说可能是thyroid的时候，我不知该松一口气还是更加担心。

The blood result came out pretty scary - For someone who doesn't know much about medical report, i thought i was dying. Doc say i need to take the thyroid medication soon and i don't think i can function properly with my heart going so fast everyday. I was really toopid enough to thought that my stamina drop during that month i run and do HIIT with my heart beating really fast and around 25-30mins later during the exercise my will have bad stomachache. I told this to my doc, she smiled and say the heart is pumping too much blood and fast. Your stomach couldn't take it that's why it is aching. Oh man, i shouldn't have exercise if i know my heart is in a bad shape. :( It like forcing it to go harder and faster... 

The previous medicine that they gave me to slow down my heartbeat had a serious side effect. I woke up in the morning, my whole world is spinning upside down. I couldn't sleep and had to get out of bed. Rested on the chair and had the nausea feeling. Since young i don't know when when i'm sick when my mum ask how's my fever. I will immediately cried and vomit at the same time. LOL. So when my mum came back from market and ask if i'm feeling okay to eat my breakfast, i dashed out of my room and vomited out water and yellow bile fluid. My mom was worried, in the afternoon i got a little better and ate my porridge and i continue to take the medicine. Next day, same thing happened. I was a little scared, wondering what was wrong with my body. I called the clinic, they told me to continue the medicine and schedule me to see the doc tomorrow. I wanted to take the pill but luckily i was feeling nausea and vomited the medicine and the bread my mum feed me in the morning. This was the first time i felt so sick and told myself not to take the pill anymore. Since my body already say no. That night i couldn't really sleep that night, keep feeling and hearing my own heart beat fast and loud.

Next day, my head wasn't spinning anymore and didn't vomit at all. I went to the clinic and told the doctor. They show me my thyroid report and told i need to take another blood test in case my immune system is killing my white blood cell. *cry* i thought thyroid was no big deal and i can exercise and run in no time. unfortunately, my body kind of rejecting the thyroid medication (i was feeling dizziness again the second day i took the medication). So the clinic told me that my blood test is back and i should head down to the hospital to get an ultra sound of my throat.

I cancelled all my meeting for the day and head down immediately to A&E. well, due to all the procedure at the A&E. The doctor checked my blood pressure, heart rate everything was normal. He couldn't explain the dizziness. He took my blood again!! That's my 3rd time *cry* The blood result came back makes me feel a little better after all the bad news. He said that the medication that i took is working, perhaps i m dehydrated or body can't get used to the medication. He is actually very nice and i think young too. haha! he told me to observed for a few day if it happens again then come back to see him again. Well lucky today i didn't feel dizziness in the morning, i took his advice i drank lots of water. I think i m going to become a camel. He ask if i want to go to a specialist and find out more about my type of thyroid, why not?

I hope i will be fine and soon be able to run and jump. 😘 take care bao bao. :)

2020的彬彬

Happy New Year 2020!! I can't believe that I'm in 2020, seems like millennium 2000 was just not long ago hahaha... i was then reading chicken soup, my teenage textbook and harry potter. Not forgetting my favourite manga/anime 小叮当, 海贼王, 橙路, 相聚一刻, 棋灵王，通灵王，柯南 还有好多好多... Dressed in Giordano, Bossini, 77th street and pasar malam characters clothing. After school love to hangout at Mcdonald.. usual gathering at Seoul garden, Swensen or Kopitiam.

It's scary how times flies, 一转眼我都长这么大了。Rovers也带出了我喜欢户外的另一面，而那时的我也没想到自己会在2011去尼泊尔的Everest Base Camp。我这也明白了世界真的好大好大，每个人每天都有不一样的事故或问题要面对。看到别的国家的人民与小孩每天的生活，一瞬间我的所有的问题变得好渺小。 我生活在一个小小岛上的小小鸟， 心想只要天天守护好身边的朋友，家人快快乐乐的生活就够了。人们虽说要知足常乐，但有时我还是会贪❤️。

2020还是希望家人平安，开开心心！哦yeah ✌️

我已剪断我的发

我已剪断我的发，剪断了牵挂…… 哈哈哈哈屁啦！
好难过，可恶！我的头发被剪了好短啊！！！ hairdresser 剪了还说好可爱！
拜托，我的天啊！我都一把年纪了，谁要看起来可爱🐶 我不是宠物leh
也因为这样突然想留长发了…… 我也已经好久没为任何人留过长发了。
以前总觉得男生喜欢长发的女生，电影里都是这样演的。尤其是刘德华的电影女主角都是长发飘飘的。好了....今年，我打算留长我的头发了！
彬彬加油💪

算了吧，忘了吧…

就让我一个人吧… 是失望吗？不是吧，连刚开始的希望我都没有。
明天会更好★彡

我决定了。。。

我要瘦下来！！！
最近回顾以前的照片，虽然不是很瘦但是不会太恐怖。。。
现在的我像恐龙🦕sob sob...

*roarrrrr****

真的傻

我就是那个傻傻的射手女...

...只要那个男生一个笑容或一句话便足以让她开心一整天，同样的，他的一句话也足以让她消沉、哭泣，可是往往的，为了不让别人看穿自己的伤心，总是隐藏的，装作很快恢复过来，又笑嘻嘻的面对所有人了。

她们会对感情绝对的专一，她们会改变自己的生活习惯只为和你在一起。如果你有足够的魅力，来征服这些放荡不羁，崇尚自由射手座女生吧，让她们只为你改变，只为你专情，让她们拜倒在你的西服裤下。:)

她们是一个很会观察细节的人，要在一些小细节上慢慢给她感动，她就会慢慢喜欢上你。

慢慢喜欢你😚

我与老妈的对话 💔

祝大笨猪。生日快乐。

哈哈一年一度的生日又到了，今年的我长大的许多。不是身高体重哦，而是对自我的了解又成长了一些些。今年过的比我想象来的快许多，也虚度了许多光阴。只能感慨时间不会为你而停留。(︶^︶)

这个礼拜又是吃了几个生日餐，想瘦也瘦不下来啊。刚刚和tx, el, jk, cd , ft, ber & yy 又是烤肉又是steamboat的。好久没去el的家聚会了 heheee。是我太小气想太多了吗？总觉的当时的他没把我们当朋友，对我们的问候也有问没答。因此也对这友情心灰意冷了一段时期，但朋友嘛总不能永远不说话。所以厚脸皮的我从台湾回来就受不了了，开口讲话打破僵局。哈哈哈。。我还真是小气oh..

但愿我身旁的朋友和家人们都要永远快快乐乐，身体健健康康，世界太平，人们都过着童话故事般的幸福生活。我想生活中难免有时会碰到不顺心的事，但终有些事物或人情能换回我们的一笑。那就天下太平了嘛└(^o^)┘

今年的我也不怎么想过生日， 但是朋友又是蛋糕又是礼物还真是不好意思。蛋糕和礼物可免了，说真的就把我当男生吧有小鸡鸡的不需要礼物。我比较享受我们大家一起去买菜，煮菜，吃菜的过程。都说了我很喜欢团体行动喔ㄟ(￣▽￣ㄟ)

还是要谢谢这班朋友，感谢他们出现在我的青春里 ♥

谁 知 盘 中 餐， 粒 粒 皆 辛 苦。

这几晚都在赶工 :*(

虽然晚了,但饭还是得吃 :)~

悯农
(唐)李绅
锄 禾 日 当 午，
汗 滴 禾 下 土。
谁 知 盘 中 餐，
粒 粒 皆 辛 苦。
[注释]
1．悯：怜悯。
2．锄禾：用锄头松禾苗周围土。
[简析]
这首诗是写劳动的艰辛，劳动果实来之不易。第一、二句“锄禾日当午，汗滴禾下土”描绘出在烈日当空的正午，农民仍然在田里劳动，这两句诗选择特定的场景，形象生动地写出劳动的艰辛。有了这两句具体的描写，就使得第三、四句“谁知盘中餐，粒粒皆辛苦”的感叹和告诫免于空洞抽象的说教，而成为有血有肉、意蕴深远的格言。

其中“谁知盘中餐，粒粒皆辛苦”的意思是：有谁知道人们碗里的米饭每一粒都是农民辛辛苦苦种出来的呢？

这周末累死我了

是个吃喝玩乐的一个weekend. 从星期五开始的我就熬夜打麻将=_=。星期六也熬夜庆生,吃,喝,玩猫 *_*。今天几乎是个废人 ×_×, 哈哈哈哈。可是看到衣服一堆, 刚买的nespresso的箱子也堆在room的corner...房间像垃圾堆。吃了lunch, 不知不觉便也开始pack房间, 哇赛~灰尘还真多!! 把一些新买的衣服也洗了上来。也收拾橱里的日常用品....哈哈我也该收敛一下吧,东买西买房间里的东西是有增无减。

haizzz....

周彬彬你不要再买了, 坏了才买用完才买。今年起你的resolution就是用完existing的产品才买新的!!!

还有一袋袋的箱子还没收拾完。哈哈, 换了风水, 换个角度看看不知道会不会好一些~~

肤浅的我 哈哈

像我这样的天"屎"

哈哈哈哈

睡不着,涂鸦涂鸦。

今晚起你和我一起睡吧

哈哈。谢谢阿芳让我有了新的soft toy, 让我搽口水和陪我睡。eyeore也终于可以不要了哈哈。我已帮他取名andy 哈哈。
亲爱的andy, 请和我一起在梦里加油吧! Fighting 

呵呵..andy的屁股有颗金色的星星!!! ♥

   

andy lau 有所以我也有哦！

星空下的我

今夜抬头看了看星空,
发现昨夜好像一场梦。

同样的一片星空却能展现出不一样的面容。

“好想, 好想...好想, 好想....好想好想和你在一起
和你一起數天上的星星”

每当想起虎跳峡的星空,不禁会唱起这首歌。感觉非常的有feel~

难怪我觉得这首歌很熟悉，原来在古巨基 勁歌金曲里有出现啦！
还有情深深，雨蒙蒙！

 

好想好想和你在一起
和你一起數天上的星星
收集春天的細雨
好想好想和你在一起
聽你訴說古老的故事
細數你眼中的情意
好想好想好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
踏遍萬水千山
走遍海角天涯
讓每一個日子
都串連成我們最美麗
最美麗的回憶

I finally got my blog back...Dear 30november, I miss you so much~

One fateful night last week, my hand was so itchy that i removed myself from the current blog author.

Previously, My blog keeps on having a weird bug, whichever button I clicked, it just keeps showing all post page... I can't change template, layout or even backup or export my blog.

But now I got my blog linked back and everything is back to normal, all the button works!! It was a blessing in disguise.... *muack* Thanks Hermione at blogger for the help...silly me...

A week without ranting on my blog, I found my diary hidden somewhere in the cupboard and decided to scribble on it.... Flipping to my last entry was 2006... 时间会慢慢冲淡一切，但人老了越会回忆起当年大家玩在一起时候的回忆。and, this weekend rovers 的Dnd大家会想起你吧。现在30的我再次想起这些回忆已经不哭了，我会在diary写下开心的回忆来陪伴你!

Now I just have to FOCUS cutting the photos for the montage... haiz.. such a busy month for october at work, why does it always rain on me~ no break for me till november... 30 coming *my heart beat go pi pok pi pok*... haha...*fighting*

三十的人生会是风平浪静，还是大风大浪呢？敬请期待下一集。。。哈哈

祝他幸福快乐

他结婚了, 终于! 哈哈! 没在他的facebook按赞, 怕很假。哈哈。幸亏我没耽误他的幸福太久。我也喜欢王子与公主的故事,当然祝福祝福他们!

想了想好笑的是在我的爱情"屎"和我在一起分手后他们的下一任就是他们的结婚对象了。我是那个绊脚石和问题所在吗?!
哈哈 这就要怪射手座吧 。

"射手座永远在追寻新得玩应，那么旧爱就只但却是过去得一小段旧课程，不值得依恋。毕竟，人生自由最重要，未知世界更奇妙。"

哈哈~

最近心情不好感觉大姨妈快要来了, 和angmo吵架, 又和朋友发脾气, 我还真小气。希望不好的心情会淡淡的散去。

这就是城市人的烦恼与压力!

彬彬加油! Fighting!

救命啊! 睡不着!

Didnt know vietnamese coffee can be so deadly... cant sleep till now... please kill me...

Shouldnt have drank it at 9 plus... it's keeping my brain awake and i m physically drained....well such things didnt happened to me before.. usually i slept like a pig even with coffee before bedtime... ahhhhhh....it's kind of frustrating now... count sheep?? Run around in the house? Do some sit up?
Arrgghhh....
how to go to work tomorrow... 救命啊!

Such an expensive cup of coffee... cost me my good night sleep... !@#^/';":*$*

虫虫危机的一天

晚上跑步回家被bug戳眼睛。。。妈呀我快吓哭啦！要不是朋友在场，不想丢脸，我应该会哭着回家。。哈哈哈。。我差一点瞎了， bug它强奸我的右眼。｡：ﾟ(｡ﾉω＼｡)ﾟ･｡

回想起就很恐怖为何偏偏飞向我眼睛，不怕才怪！幸亏是bug, 不是小强，不然我会自己戳瞎我的眼睛。哈哈哈。

我在bangkok train上算是非常勇敢了，打死小强还安然无恙的继续睡。我想这是我的唯一光荣史吧。

为什么＂一些人＂这么怕昆虫类呢？ 是谁教我因该怕它们呢？老妈老爸都不怕，shufang也不怕，waileng也不怕，penny也不怕，为什么我怕怕？姐姐好像比我还要怕，因该是她从小教的哈哈哈哈。。。希望翔翔长大可以帮姨姨。heheee...

是昆虫的我都几乎全全包怕。真没用，真想狠狠的一巴掌打醒自己，就如他们说你比它们大好多，该怕的是它们吧~ 可是它们偏偏比我还疯狂，乱飞乱爬乱跳。如果它们能乖乖飞in a line, or walk in single file, 我可能就能避免不必要的惨叫声。

彬彬，年纪大了要勇敢一点。它们只是insect，只是insect，只是insect。不要被吓倒，会很丢脸~

可是妳们可以不要靠近我，不要靠近我，不要靠近我，离我远远的。感激不尽哦 

(ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ♫･*:.｡. .｡.:*･