my dear nephew, xiang xiang

poor xiang xiang was running fever since Tuesday... fever going up and down followed by coughing and vomiting.. i thought he was getting better on Thursday as he was watching his favourite video with me.But Saturday morning he's not eating and running high fever 39.5 at 5am... whatever we fed him he vomited all out.. and developed 2 painful ulcer at his inner lip.. this is the first time he's sick for this long and all of us were so worried.. my sis feared that if we bring him to the hospital, they will bath him in cold water. They did it once to him when he's young and he had nightmare for a few nights after that.. Now he don't eat, don't drink, look very sick and sleepy the whole time.

Then finally, my sis and brother-in-law decided to go KK. (had some bad experience with the service there) they admitted him at KK, when we reached there at 8pm, the doc just arrived to take blood test and put him on IV. All of us had to stay outside the treatment room, poor xiang xiang, he was crying very loudly in the room, they wrap him up in cloth to immobilise him. we can only hear his cries and he kept on saying "ma ma no no no... don't want"... it was very heart breaking for my sis and my brother-in-law they stood outside helplessly... cos he dun eat and drink, they had no choice but to put him on drip, at least he won't dehydrate. after awhile, he stopped crying and when he came out of the room, he looked in dazed and lost. I is so sad... :(

Sis stayed with him the whole night, and text me that xiang xiang called me in his dream :). my heart breaks when i saw him with the IV needle and tube on his little hand.. so young, how he understand all these stuff and all he can feel is pain pain. Sis had to carry him whole night as he won't sleep on the bed. Every time the nurse or doctor came into his room, he struggles and hurt himself (blood on this IV tube). i took few photos of him and gonna show him when he grow up. How he torture his mum and dad, now both of them are staying at the hospital with him. My sis alone can't cope, can't eat or drink with him in her hands.

really pray hard that he's feeling better and come home tomorrow. when we left the hospital, he wasn't feeling alright. Doctor said is viral infection, so BB needs to fight the virus.. pray for him to eat and drink then he can recover faster...

fishy and bean

wooo weee finally meet up with fishy today~ it's been awhile since we met, we had a long chat over lunch hee... and she asked if i can help her to be the emcee for her wedding... i'm a little shy.. BUT why not!!! I get to have fun and go up to the stage to do the YUM SAY~~ well hopefully meet mine prince charming at the wedding too.. haha.. anyway it won't happen till next year... so can slowly plan...

of course she'll have a lot of preparation to do... i can help!!! most willingly... hehe.. i love to kpo~!

And i miss our school days le... wonder what should i say on her wedding day... that she and i loves to giggles and luff our heart out through our school days, everyday!! life was definitely much simpler and all we need to do is study and have fun after school.

or should i tell them how i met fishy... i kind of forgets how we became best friend back in those days..hahaaa she's like ah lian from the outside, crazy in the inside.. haha.. perhaps i'm a little lian in heart.

we went on separate path, i chose poly mainly cos i fear of studying the same old stuff back in JC and she continues at JJC after our 3 months there, this keeps me wondering what would life be if moi took the same path that she did.. firstly, i might not meet my rovers friends...and, i will be living in a different social circle.. wonder what will it be like? no mahjong? no way.. hurhur

btw, fishy got a cool surname -> 倪

it doesn't matter how many dragons you kill. it's who brings home the princess.

it's freakin hilarious on this season of top chef reunion!!!

i absolutely like him - fabio.. haha.. he said in the show "everything tasted better with an accent" Awww.. i love the way he talks, like he truly mean it as he speaks with his heart out & i'm glad that he won the fan's favourite $10,000. And, hosea crowned as the winner of season 5 top chef, plus.. i'm thinking stepfan looks kinda cute.. omg..

i want this tee.. wahaaa.. i'm lov'in this!

i'm gonna name my kid Theodore

sudden had this random thought of the day... check out Ted mosby on how i met your mother. The "actual" friction screen name is "Theodore "Ted" Evelyn Mosby". How cute is that!!! It's like teddy bear, ted, teddy.. what a versatile name...

and this looks like a nice name, did a quick check on it.. it says "gift of god". well it looks like a great and fine name. I'm excited!!

Famous bearers include three tsars of Russia (in the Russian form Fyodor), American president Theodore Roosevelt (1858-1919) and American children's book creator Theodore Seuss Geisel (1904-1991), better known as Dr. Seuss.

& of course chipmunk theodore... *kawaii*

health is wealth

这世界是多么的美丽，这空气是多么的新鲜。

told lacy to meditate the above lines when we're walking from office to plaza sing & take a deep breathe. she took 2 day medical leave today due to some breathing problems. Dun really know what wrong with her, just need to stay positive!! sometimes i can't help but thinks that it's scary to see a doctor, when it's not your usual flu, fever or cough... i reckoned doctor might not know what's exactly wrong with you and most likely give you a general medication such as paracetamol to ease your pain/fever etc etc till the next time he sees you, maybe more obvious symptoms then he will run you through a few test to generate charts and xray.

well, doctor did mentioned thyroid might be the cause of it, and suddenly thyroid became a familiar word in bean's life. A few of my friends and colleagues were diagnosed with thyroid, it's definitely better to know more about this disease that are haunting the working adult, playing with their hormones.

hope lacy a speedy recovery hopefully nothing wrong physically or mentally. maybe she's just having a tough week... a really tough one i guess.

close your eyes take a deep breathe...
我们都要幸福哦！